Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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I fd up again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

deleted_user
deleted_user
so i got up this morning at 500am and the ass was awake cuz he worked last night and was pissed at me cuz i let a puppy sleep in our bed and he doesn't like it. i got mad too and he told me to pack my shit and leave. what a jerk. i'm raging right now and just want to totally break things and my- self... he already broke me. help
deleted_user
deleted_user
Well I hope you don't end a relationship because of a puppy sleeping in bed with you. That to me isn't a strong bond if that is all it takes for him to tell you to get out?
deleted_user
deleted_user
Breath, punch something that isn't gonna damage you, can you go for a run or something? Great for burning off all that bad energy.
And write it all down, here or in your journal, I find this really helps me out.
deleted_user
deleted_user
we've been married 28 yrs. he's just been looking for a reason for a very long time. he backed off when we found out i'm bp but know he wants out. he checks my phone for text messages. checks land line to see who i;ve been calling and who's been calling me.
deleted_user
deleted_user
wow. that is a long time to be married.... gosh that is sad if he is finding an excuse after all these years. My heart goes out to you
deleted_user
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i'm at work ( airplanes ) if you read my journal you'll understand that i'm breaking down AGAIN and he doesn't even care
tommymott
tommymott
Things happen. Just because they don't go well doesn't mean we screwed up again...
I'm not sure of your situation but if anybody tells me to pack up and leave they're looking for a fight!

I've had relationships with people and I have to say that I'll take a puppy anytime!
Community Leaderacuriousfish
acuriousfish
That's tough, I was sort of going through something similar myself but it resolved itself in an unexpected manner.

Don't know whether it's a good thing to have the relationship ending or not if that's the situation.

I hope you get what you wish for, Mark
deleted_user
deleted_user
I'm so sorry you are struggling. The main question that should be asked here is, do you have children living in your household? If you do, are they being sheltered from the verbal abuse and raging? I do hope you seek help. You don't have to live in a relationship like that.
deleted_user
deleted_user
by the way, just to let you all know, he's on this site as carla's trigger
deleted_user
deleted_user
no, glenda, my kids are all grown and live else where. i even took my cat to work with me just so he didn't have to look at her too
deleted_user
deleted_user
I sleep with my basset hound whos 72lbs.....no room for my hubby....lol
We have a great marriage....cause he sleeps on the couch....mooohaaaahaa
Seriously,couldnt handle someone checking up on me...Trust is a jewel
good luck
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