I was diagnosed BP close to 3 years ago now i guess, ive only been "down" one time so far (but i was WAY DOWN), was close 2 other times i think, but it never smashed me like it did the first time. Im on depakote, off and on, on for like a year now i guess. 99% of the time i dont even feel like there is anything wrong with me, other than that i cant remember shit, and my dr. said it could be my "illness", i dont feel "sharp" like i used to, my pdoc says im "mixed BP" what the hell does that even mean? i mean, i do get the mania i guess, i fixate on stuff, and meet alot of the warning signs (drug/alcohol/spending), but im never up all night, never hear voices, i just dont shut up sometimes (like now i guess) anyone else like me? or have any info about mixed BP?
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