I cant figure this out i have these thoughts often and sometimes act on them.I seem to crave any other feeling except for what im feeling now,i dont feel down,or manic,but my mind just runs in circles thinking of ways to i guess maybe get a high,feel pain,i try to plot bad things im not suicidal and im not a cutter?what the hell am I its like i want to hurt myself but i dont want to overdose or have any chance of dying idk this dosent make any since i know but i just cant find the right words to discrive how i feel,all i know is it scares me and i feel like its overcoming me!Im really scared!
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