Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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I often find it really difficult to talk about the way that I feel. Lately everything has been over the top for me, I feel like nothing can calm me down, nothing can relax me, and noone can help me. I feel like I want to hurt innocent people and also myself. I dont know how to approach someone about this, I find it extremely difficult to actually speak words on how i am feeling. I try to talk to my parents but they freak out even about the littlest of things. I feel so out of control I just want to hurt myself, I want to harm myself in the worst ways possible. I cant control myself, I need help. But I dont know how to go about doing it, or who/where to go to ask for help.
Please if anyone has any suggestions before i go out of my skull with insanity, please help me.
Please if anyone has any suggestions before i go out of my skull with insanity, please help me.
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