i'm new here, and trying to make sense of everything. i was diagnosed in jan of this year. i'm on serequel, lamictal, wellbutrin. I've been on many others, litheum and such. Hated lithuem. i like the meds most of the time. I have more patience for kids, husband, life. I can focus and make better deciscions. I guess. after my diagnosis, i looked back over the years and realized how messed up i was and that this "illness" or whatever, made sense to a lot of things that i never understood why i did. i still make bad decisions, can a pill really change that. I go off meds do erract things. Will i live my life so self distructive. Just when i think things are better, i start spiralling down. Any advice? My husband and kids bare the brunt of my behavior, i don't want to hurt any one any more, but how can i stop, i don't want to be this way.
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