I have tried it seems all meds, all homeopathic and talk therapy. Nothing works. I grieve the deepest pain every day, I feel the deepest anger and irribility too. The pain has gone on for so long, you'd think I would get used to it. But, it is mind numbingly paiful. Such deep sadness. Why does everyone else find the right meds or treatment and I never do? What am I doing wron? Why do i have to be the different one? Over 20 years of this ,...no help. I have lost my whole life to it. I am ready to give up. I want to sleep and never wake up. Now there is really nothing I can do because i have no money or insurance. I have fought so hard. i AM DONE,
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