every day is a roller coaster for me. i am sad, then giddy, then angry, then sad, then depressed, then tired, then i get a tiny bubble of energy that is squashed after a little while, and every night i end up so depressed i think i can't make it. i am thinking of going into the hospital but i really don't want to, even though it helped me once, i hate it there. what scares me most is i am losing hope and that's the one thing i always seem to have...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??