I have a new Psych. Dr. which I am glad. he has made some good medicine changes for me that have enabled me to loose weight. But he lowered my seroquel and I am looseing it. I wrote in a few nights ago about my daughter makeing a face at night and it scareing the hell out of me. Then monday night she kept telling me the boogie man was in the closet and that totally sent me over the edge I was scared shitless. Then last night I was so messed up after takeing my meds that I couldn't look at anything. I was afraid of my cat. My daughters stuffed animals. I just tried not to look at anything went up to bed and kept my eyes closed the whole time so I wouldn't see anything scarey. I was so freaked out. I hate this. I made an appointment for this afternoon. I just hope this goes away soon.
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