So I've been trying to find a medication that I don't have terrible side effects with, been on Zoloft, lexapro, Depakote, lamictal, lithium, abilify, geodon and I'm now back on Lithium. I'm not having any side effects and this past week I've felt Normal, I almost don't like it. It's so boring. I'm rapid cycling, normally I can go from a very high high to severly depressed in one day. Now I'm just flat, normal. How boring is this. I don't know, I'm trying to think back of how miserable I was before the meds and just wanted consistency. Normal is good right? Hmmm...I don't know, I almost feel numb. Does anyone else feel this way? I feel like I'm not bipolar anymore. I don't know.
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