So I've been trying to find a medication that I don't have terrible side effects with, been on Zoloft, lexapro, Depakote, lamictal, lithium, abilify, geodon and I'm now back on Lithium. I'm not having any side effects and this past week I've felt Normal, I almost don't like it. It's so boring. I'm rapid cycling, normally I can go from a very high high to severly depressed in one day. Now I'm just flat, normal. How boring is this. I don't know, I'm trying to think back of how miserable I was before the meds and just wanted consistency. Normal is good right? Hmmm...I don't know, I almost feel numb. Does anyone else feel this way? I feel like I'm not bipolar anymore. I don't know.
Posts You May Be Interested In
i was told to discontinue Seroquel abruptly and wean off from Celexa in the next week. I saw a new psychiatrist yesterday and he looked at an EKG that I had 2 weeks ago. It showed that I have “enlonged QT syndrome”. He told me it could cause cardiac arrest and sudden death. I am REALLLLLY freaking out. I don’t know what is going to happen to me due to abruptly discontinuing these meds. I...
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...