At about 9 pm I started ticking, and now it is 2 am and I can't fall asleep. I've taken a bath, read, and a whole bunch of other shit. I can not calm down, and the reason this is happening is that my husband didn't touch me or anything today. I know, grow up you big baby, but he ussually kisses me. I dont know what's wrong and I feel like I'm losing my mind.
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i made this account because i hope this reaches someone who can understand. I feel immense shame and guilt over my past behavior while manic. I have ruined relationships with friends and family members, gotten tattoos that i dont want, done things that make me cringe. The weight of the self hatred gets to be too much sometimes. I feel like a burden. Nobody understands. I hate myself today.
Our great friend OlderC could really use some love and support right now... She's hit a rough patchBig squishy hug Kat... I hope that you start to feel better really soon.... xo