My story is on my "about me". Things seem to go so well. It looks as though we are making progress, being intimate and spending lots of time together. It can last for a few months but then it goes sour. He says mean vulgar things and I can't stand to here them. I don't want to be remided of the horible, selfish and humiliating things I did. I know he is in emence pain but I wish he could see that no one can punish me as much as I do. I wish he could believe that I love him.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??