I am very sick most of the time. When I have a moment of sanity (very rare) I can not deal with my actions while I was sick. I feel like I am such a shitty person to everyone in my life. I just can't seem to think straight and make good choices. I obsess on why I don't have freinds and it makes me feel sorry for myself. How do you deal with the lonleiness and move on? How do you even begin to make progress when your nuts 5 days a week?
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