Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Can I suggest adding info to your profile and keeping your journal. It will help your friends keep up with how you are doing and know when you need a virtual hug :-)
If you are here posting you are looking for help. We might not be able to, but you are not alone in feeling that way. Depression sucks, but it does pass.
I hope you feel better, I hope you find help. you aren't the first to post that you feel this way and you won't be the last.
There is a gruop of people here that will support you and know where you are coming from.
If it is that bad, then its beyond the scope of chat threads to help you. Go see a doctor, go to a hospital. treat the problem not the symptom...
Peace