It's a bit hard for me to just come out and say Im sorry for something that Im not even sure If Im sorry for ...Does that make sense ? All I know is that I have been crying to myself all night shakeing in fear and feeling like my life is out of control ..but it's not. When it comes down to it , my behaviour the last few days has been a poor example to my friends and foe's even. I have been name calling and calling names and Its just wrong. Im not that person ..im just not .Im just getting caught up in my friends battles because that's who I AM ..I fight for my friends .but emotionally I feel too week ..this is making me tired and week. I feel depressed and lonely and I know it's because of the things Ive said.. I dont want to cry anymore ..so this was more like my journal that a discussion..I just wanted to show everyone that even though we fight we should still respect each other as a person ..a sick person.. a person with feelings that can be broken down so fast ..I am so sorry for everything . Thanks for being my shoulder to cry on tonight. Thanks :)
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