I was going to take my life last night. I was talked out of it by my brother who said we would come up with options in the morning. Just hang on till morning..... So this morning, we talk. And it is if we never had last nights conversation. First it was "dont worry we will come up with a solution", and now its" well come up with some solutions" " make a change" Well no sh-t sherlock. I already know that. Everyone wants to help when your about to go, but when the dust settles, there is noone there...again. So now Im back into thinking I should take my life today because noone wants to help the BP girl or be around her. Maybe shes not dead yet, but heaven forbid, if the help goes further than that!
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