Ok, so I came off my meds last week, because I couldn't take anymore of the daily cycling that they were causing, Now I seem to be in a permadepressed state. I can't take anymore. I am not suicidal, but I am not living my life anymore. I have pretty much stayed in bed for the last week, thank God for the hubby watching Emma. My house hasn't been cleaned in a week, and now the hubby is mad about that, I haven't had a shower in 4 days, I just can't seem to do anything right now. How long will this last? I don't know how much more I can take?
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