I am in a really pissy mood today. People are driving me nuts, just because they are near me. I want them to get the * away from me. And I feel totally forgotten about on this site, too. Like my threads are to 'weird' for people to comment. I know I am weird, I know I am a bit demented and dark, but aren't some of you, too? My best creative moments come out of the dark, near cutting stages of my bipolar. I know I can be depressing, but isn't that part of the illness? Am I too frickin weird for you all? Don't any of you cut the shit out of yourself just because you want to see yourself bleed? Why do you do it? How do you feel when you do it? And what is more morbid, what do you do with the blood of yours that you spill? Comments welcome. I don't care how bad they are. I am bitchy enough already to have anyone piss me off more. Go ahead, open fire.
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