I just found this place yesterday, I am overwhelmed that so many people feel the same feelings I do. I really felt all alone, and I really didnt think there were that many others like me. I am also overwhelmed with alot of other shit. I am getting ECT, I am having rapid cycling, I hate myself. I am very grateful to have found this place, but I have such a long way to go. I feel like I have hit a brick wall. I dont know how much more I can take. My story is long, and I have struggled all my life with BP, among other things. I am getting tired. Anybody got anything?
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