So last night I ended back in the ER. This time I tryed a different hospital... big mistake, the doctor just ordered a shot of toradol and that was it... I tryed to explaine I was out of my meds and on a waiting list through the county. Nothing... Just brush off... The pressure in my head didn't go away with the shot... They waited the 20 min to watch for reactions to the medication and booted me out the door. With no relief of anything. This morning I am on a mission. Becasue no one knows me in these new towns I am bringing all my paperwork my lawyer gave to me from my doctors from the ssi hearing. So I can prove I have a panic disorder and bipolar. I have a feeling the pressure in my head is stress. I have come to this conclusin after the CT being negitive, antibiotics tryed just in case a sinus infection was present. And nothing has worked. Nothing over the counter, IB profen, asprin, aleve... I tryed to sit back and think back to when this all happend... It was the day after my ssi hearing. During the hearing I lost controll and my entire body shaked more than I have ever seen it shake. I cryed. I was an emotional wreck. I have been really depressed lateley also... I just find it odd that this happend that day after. So I am trying to some how connect it with what has been going on with me since then. Every day the pressure in my temples and face.... Unable to function. My blood pressure last night was 160 over 80. usally it is about 127 . I feel like I am very stressed out and today I am going to get to the bottom of this. I can't live like this anymore. And I will not leave without an answer or treatment I feel is appropriate. Otherwise I am walking over to the ER department and signing in and refusing to sign out.... If that is what I have to do... I am going to do it.. Just because I don't have insurance does not give these people the right to brush me off. I have an issue and they are going to help me deal with it..... Ok all keep me in you're prayers while I face the doctors today.. I will keep you updated on the outcome...
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