Until I was dx with Bi Polar II, I did not realize I had it almost all my life. They have finally gotten my meds right, it has taken awhile, yet well worth it. This last med has made me feel really good, almost giddy. Then it tapered off and leveled off. I want that High feeling back again. Guess I am going to have to accept that it does take the depression away. I am actually able to smile and laugh again. It feels really good. My counselor told me that Bi Polar is very sneeky. If I am in pain then it will sneak in make me depressed or whatever Bi Polar does to me. I knoow it makes me verey moody and rages at times, in a very, very dark place in others. I am greatful for this community and for my meds and my Couselor/Therapist.

Thank you for listening.