i just found out my sons dad was on drugs for two years and hes been taking him on wknds for two yrs prob been driving him while loaded who knows he hasnt had a stable job sinced 2005 kept loosing jobs didnt know exactly why i suspected something only recently and confronted him and when i told him i was going to children youth and families and having him drug tested thru the court did it all come out neway went to court for non support mon they put him in jail sentenced him to jail for 6mos or pay his mother bailed him out the next day id rather hed stay in ive been living with out the money neway i had to take custody off him i work seven days so now i have to find daycare 7 days and now i have no time to myself and my poor son has no father my heart is literally broken for him i am so sick i dnt no what to do feel my life is ovr i need my time 2 and i cant blieve he chose drugs ovr his son and lierally took food out of his sons mouth 2 support his habit i feel lost and broken sorry so long i have lost my fight i am tired all i do is take care of people and take up their slack i cant fight nemore but i have 2 for my kids and i have another deadbeat besides that with my other 2 kids
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