I am losing it, i already cut, which i know i shouldn't have done, but i want to do so much more damnage, i dont want to be here anymore. i dont want it anymore. i tried calling a friend, but she told me, she had a long day, and was going to bed, and not to ring her again 2nite. i did call my doc, and left a vm, so i hope he gets back to me in morning. i did just take my sleeping pills, so i hope they will put me to sleep, sometimes they do, other times they don't. i really hate this.
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