that is all i am hearing in my head right now. i am worthless. i am at work and am feeling like i am worth nothing and why should anyone want to be with me. it doesnt make sense but i feel like crap and dont want to be seen right now. i want to hide from the world for the rest of my life. it is hard to have faith right now that i am worth anything. i am ugly and fat and gross and i cannot get skinny fast enough. i am working out every day pretty much and am working towards a goal but right now all i see is uglyness and worthlessness.....
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