Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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I am having a real bad day. I got really drunk last night and called into work today on my third day! I just got this job! My sister also stopped into visit at work, so she called me all concerned and obviouslly disapointed and pissed, though she was faining being sensitive. I fuckin hate myself right now I just want to go away and not have anyone have to deal with me anymore. Please god help me. I just feel like I can't do this anymore I can't keep fallin down, again again again again again again..........
My dreams taunt me they are so much better than real life. Or they mirror everything bad in my life. Sleep was one of the ways I could cope and now I don't even have that anymore.
I feel I am finished. I am done.
My dreams taunt me they are so much better than real life. Or they mirror everything bad in my life. Sleep was one of the ways I could cope and now I don't even have that anymore.
I feel I am finished. I am done.
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that is the depression speaking! on top of that, it is depression fueled by a hangover!....you are not done, the booze will leave your system and things will seem much more clear. you know how to get better, you will succeed at your job, quit the fuckin drinking and work on getting better.
you are worth it, you will survive this shit.
Sober up and you'll be able to handle life. I know it's hard, but not impossible. Make the decision that you seem to have made in the statement above. Get clean and move on to an enjoyable life. We'll be here for you.
You are done, you are just at the bottom and need to look up and grab the hand people are extending here to help you out of the pit. Don't think I don't understand, I am right there with you right now but without the alcohol. But, i keep trying to remember how badly I would hurt the people who are actually there for me.
Stay strong and stay sober...
We are all here for you.
What are you finished or done with? Alcohol or life? What part of life do you like the least and what do you like the most?
I'm having a crappy day too
But I'm reaching out to you.
things were going great for you, new job, hope, promise.
your brain says..how dare you have happiness and success??
then you go out and ensure that your happiness and success will be short lived.
give yourself a break..you deserve the best, and tell that mean voice that says you dont deserve it to go to hell!
Glad you're reaching out. Many of us keep falling down over and over again. We understand.
Have you been able to make AA meetings and meet people who might be able to support you while you go through this?
As an outsider here, just sharing what I see and it looks like the alcohol is the beast right now?
Please keep reaching out. You are worth happiness and stability.
Many hugs and best wishes!
Alcholol is a depressant afterwards, did you know that?? So, it will just worsen what you are going through right now. You have so much going for you, if only you could just believe in yourself. Be kind to yourself and remind yourself that you are doing the best you can right now with the circumstances given now. Hang in there! You life hasn't even begun, its just not even started yet. Your life can get better than your dreams, reach out for it, fight for it...and give yourself a break. Sounds like you need one. Hugs to you...