My marriage is crumbling apart from my husband's rage and I am BP and can barely function right now from recent events, don't know why I say they are recent, this happens all the time. I know it's not being caused by my BP, maybe I trigger his rage but I can't deal with this anymore, it's all I can do to survive as a BP person. I lost my first account under loopygirl for some bizarre reason and hope that for those of you who will read this will consider adding me to your friends list, because under the other account I had a ton of friends. I am really struggling and don't know what to do, I have written about how sick my marriage is making me and am a nervous wreck, I'm worried this will send me into a tailspin. Please help! I am scared and it's been a long time since I've been scared.
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