Hello all I am finally back. Had a long weekend with the in laws...alot of awkward silences and alot of feeling left out but I survived. Monday went to St. Louis for my daughters psych eval...they said she has pre cursor symptoms of a mood disorder but can't be diagnosed at this time. they recommended therapy with me....so here I start at square one again with her...when will it all end. Then yesterday I had my pdoc appt. which went well he told me that he has diagnosed me with panic disorder, bp1 with rapid cycling and a mixed personality disorder which means that I have traits of several personality disorders. But i got to spend all day with the man who makes the world seem so much brighter and happier. It was a wonderful day. But now I miss him soo much but I know someday we can be together all the time so till then we will have to cherish the time we do have together. Anyway, I just wanted to say hi and let everyone know that I am back finally.
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