yeah, i said it. instead of going to kidlets choir concert tonight i am going to a support group. i hate the concerts, they make me a nervous wreck, i have panic attacks and get all stressed out. dh offered to take her, no strings attached because he understand what happens to me in large crowds. i usually have to take so much ativan and benedryl i am void. tonight is my first night with my new meetup group i found. tomorrow i found a new group with the dbsa. which means i will miss the horses bday. i feel like a fraud with my own kid.
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