This may sound stupid but I can't decide whether or not I'm hypomanic or just happy. My therapist and I have been working on me living in the "now" which I have been doing this week. I seem to be happier for it. I have energy, I am not the least bit sleepy though (normally I go to bed around 9 pm and am strict about this but tonight sleep is far away). I feel like cleaning the apartment and doing laundry but it's too late to be vacuuming and doing laundry and such. I am not the least bit depressed. I was even able to go through some things my Mom left for me without crying (she died in December 2006). My life is going pretty good right now and I have nothing to complain about. Nice vehicle, good insurance, dh has a good job and a schedule which allows us plenty of time together. The only bad thing right now is I've had a headache all day long which I am praying does not turn into a migraine. Thanks for listening if you've gotten this far. I guess I just needed someone to listen tonight. Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend.
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