Ok, I just have to bitch about this. I have been severely depressed for about three weeks now. DH tells me if you'd quit drinking and exercise you'd feel better. Ok, I quit drinking, have been attending daily AA meetings and exercising nearly every day. I am still so depressed I'm having suicidal thoughts. At least he finally quit telling me to just think positive. He called my parents last night to ask what he could do to help. They tried to give him suggestions on how to talk to me and suggested he read a book. He doesn't want to read a book. I'm trying to ask for what I need. I told him this afternoon that I felt like he'd been ignoring me since he returned home from his last business trip. He said no - he'd just been busy. And then what does he do? Leaves to go hunting. He's been after me to try and get out of the house and do something so I was thinking maybe dinner and a movie. Nope. His hunting buddy came over instead. Maybe tomorrow he says. I'm thinking we have some communication issues here. At least he's going to the docs with me this week. Maybe they'll be able to get through to him. I'm still sorely tempted to swallow a bottle of pills to convince him I have a serious psychiatric disorder that is not going to go away if you ignore it. Last time I mentioned this another poster told me the stomach pumping is very painful and the carbon drinks really suck too. That's enough to keep me from it for now but I feel very neglected and unloved.
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