How do you control your bp enough to keep from hurting the people around you? I feel like I have become a monster. I am just a mass of pain, so I find it hard to share anything but pain with others. I don't want to do that. I want to be a good person who makes other people happy. I don't want to be known as just the crazy bitch. I would like to be known as the girl who made someone's day or did something nice. I don't know how though, as stupid as that may sound.
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