Had a fight with wife last night ( She has bipolar2). Told me that she loved me but not as a husband. I asked her if she was seeing, talking or emailing anyone. She has had 2 affairs due to her hyposexuality. She said no. Was not feeling good. This morning we talked and she told me she loved me and this is the place she needed to be. She even said she would go to counsling with me. We both go to counsling, but her Dr. said that she can not go yet. She is not at 100% medication. Her dr. keeps ajusding it. This afternoon i was getting ready for a business trip and checking my email i got one from one of her friends warning me, they copied her email and his email. I confronted her and she did not know what to say. I told her she hurt me and she needed to leave. She left me and the kids, had to cancel trip (not in right frame of mind). She says she needs space to see how she feels. Is this her or the illness? Just needed to vent. BB23
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