i'm feeling pretty hungry as it is close to supper time. i really want to snack, i have tons of junk food in the house. i gained 30 lbs from the meds-i think it was the lithium. part of me says, "fuck it. eat. who cares, you'll be dead soon anyway." the other part says, "you look awful in a bathing suit and your husband is repulsed. also your favorite jeans don't fit." what's a girl to do?
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...