Was already having a bad day yesterday then had a huge ugly fight with my mother and I am just ....done.I cannot quit crying and I would like to hurt her.Hubby was mad and In think he was taking it out on me that he was pissed with her and said you have so much baggage , so much shit i didn't sign up for.A bad moment.I FEEL like that.Where are all these tears coming from i am not a crier.Jesus I am low.Anyways.
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