When all you hear is ,( You will never change, You will never finish anything? )Is there a such thing as reaching a point of getting so pissed off about hearing it, that you attack everything full force and come out on top? Or do you hear it so much you believe it and become nothing an attempt nothing ,and just give up on you? Or do you just get an attitude and say fuck them? Can you be torn between all of them? How do you just find the will power, The Confindence to dig out of the rut? The worst feeling sometimes for me is having those who claim to love you, but hurt you by making you feel worthless. And even after trying to explain over and over how much damage they are doing. They never get it.
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