I'm feeling so frustrated! It's been 2 years of seeing the Pdoc every 4-6 weeks. Adding meds, changing meds, crap side effects, inomnia, anxiety, highs and lows... Why can't I find the right cocktail already? I new it would be trial and error but never dreamed 2 years and 7 drugs later, I'd still be searching for something that works. I've been to 3 different Pdocs too. I've done therapy, exercise, vitamins, prayer, meditation...Come the F on already, I want a long stretch of feeling "normal"! My head is pounding, I feel like crying, I'm exhausted and sick of being a guinea pig.
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