So I'm doing alot better. I have strep throat though and my daughter is throwing up. Yuck! But my mood is so much better. I actually spent 3 hours with the pdoc yesterday trying to convince i do not have bipolar and would like to wean off the meds i am on currently. She told me I was in a mixed episode appearing and acting both manic and depressed. how sucky is that? Anyway, I can NOT sleep for nothing. I have been trying to sleep for days and I cant do it. So today I took several vicodins, valiums and nothing. Still cant sleep. So I have now added ambiem and waiting patiently for it to kick in. I NEED TO SLEEP!!Someone talk to me, I'm so bored....l
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