There is not enough time in my whole life to appologize for every blow up , melt down, or ruining of an activity to my ex boyfriends. i am afraid to start another relationship becuase it seems pointless if i know i will just put them through hell. people have been afraid to break up with m becuase they thoght i would hurt them, hurt myself, or hurt someone else. that is a sad but true statement.
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