I have only recently discovered if I try hard enough I can fight against my episodes. I recently came onto a 'high' again, and I feel like just getting crazy, but that 5% I can control I am. I was depressed before this, obviously, and I forced myself to go to the gym everyday and I didnt just stay home and sleep, and I forced myself to talk and keep contact with my friends and family members. I think it just absolutely sucks that bipolar controls you 95% and you only have that 5% to control.
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