i have many problems at once... my fiance's mother for one... she doent understand that i can not let things go... i hold on to them like they were done or said 5 minutes ago. and she had once told me that she wished that i wasnt my daughters mother and that if she never go to see my daughter again it would be worth it if she could never talk to me again... and my fiance i feel sticks up for her cause that is his mother... i love him to death but i really think that i am tearing us apart just last night i got so angry cause his mother sat next to me at my daughters baptism that i ended up breaking the table and dislocating his jaw... i go to therapy every week i am on meds but hate it and i go to my p. doc every 2 months... i am in a rut and need advice... i am so overwhelmed right now it isnt even funny
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