I am not doing the things I need to do which is depressing. I have no energy or will to take care of my house or anything else. My panic attacks were so bad this morning I couldn't even drive to see my pdoc. I feel useless and guilty. I'm taking my meds, Lamictal (up to 75 now) and Clonazapam, but I'm not myself anymore. Anyone else feel this way and how do you give yourself a kick in the pants? My husband is kind and understanding, but he works 12 hours a day and I've lost all my friends and have no other family close to me. I just need some input if you uys no of anything I can do. Thanks!
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