I was diagnosed with BPII October of '07. I promptly went on Lithium others have since been added (Ativan, Prozac, Resperidal, Trazadone. I started seeing a Psychotherapist shortly there after and have missed only about four weeks total. My wife of 12 years and I have bee in marital therapy since June '08 after telling me she felt she needed to leave me for the sake of her mental health. I have been fired from two jobs in '08. We will be filing for bankruptcy this month, and I have had people tell me that I'm not fun anymore. I feel like my therapy is taking me no where, I am out of chances in life, with a bleak financial and proffesional outlook, I fear I have become a milestone around my families neck.
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