I just don't know what to do. At first when I lost my husband 2 1/2 years ago to jail I thought my life was over, so I was depressed right? I cried when I was awake and slept 18 hrs a day every day. So I got on Effexor, then my life started getting better. I found a man that treats me right, instead of what I'm used to, and everything is going good. So why am I crying for no reason, then wanting to smash things, then I'm happy then sad, I'm all over the place and I don't understand why. I still sleep like a champ, I don't think that'll change but whatever I don't care about that. I ask my doctor whats wrong with me and I'm told, to take more effexor. I don't even know if it's working, I mean it did at first, but now, I just don't know whats wrong with me. And nobody is helping. Which just makes me wanna cry.
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