I'M SO STRESSED OUT!!! I FEEL SO ALONE THESE DAYS AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY? I HAVE A GREAT MAN BY MY SIDE BUT I SEEM ALONE. RIGHT NOW I HAVE NO INS SO I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO BE OFF MY MEDS.....I FEEL SO DOWN AND IT SUCKS!!!! I WISH I WOULD HAVE MORE HIGH MOMENTS THAN DOWN. IM ABOUT TO GET MARRIED AND ON TOP OF ALL OF THIS I HAD TO MOVE BECAUSE MY MAN IS IN THE ARMY AND HE WAS RELOCATED. SO I HAVE NO FRIENDS AND STARTING OVER SUCKS SO MUCH. I HAD TO LEAVE MY JOB OF THREE YEARS AND START ALL OVER. ON TOP OF IT ALL I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF MY MOM A LOT AND SHE PASSED AWAY TWO YEARS AGO. I FEEL SO STUPID FOR DWELLING ON THINGS THAT I CAN NOT CHANGE. I JUST WISH I WAS ON MY MEDS AGAIN SO I COULD HAVE SOME KIND OF BALANCE IN MY LIFE AGAIN. I CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT AND WHEN I DO SLEEP ITS NOT A GOOD NIGHTS REST. I GUESS I JUST NEED TO KNOW THAT IM NOT ALONE IN ALL THIS AND THAT IM NOT INSANE.
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