I am new to this. I have never been to a support group or really talked about my problem with anyone outside of family before. I have been diagnosed with being bipolar a few years ago and I was on Meds but I thought I was better and quit taking them. Everything was going well until this past couple of months. Everything in my life seems to be going well but i keep on falling apart and having episode after episode of absolute depression each time getting worse and worse. Last week I tried to kill myself and I totally involved my whole family and now I feel worse than I did before because i always seem to cause them so much pain. I am getting help through the behavioral health center but it is a long long process before I actually get any true professional help. I will not see a shrink until the end of this month. Now I am so guilt-ridden and i really hate myself right now and its becoming unbearable....I can't sleep......
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