How do I NOT think about something? I really want to focus on something other than religion/God/demons, but I just can't seem to think about anything else. I think I am losing my sanity...I don't know what to do to redirect this pent up energy. I have this insatiable urge to write, to talk, to speak. I want to express my thoughts on religion and God and Satan and his demons, but I fear that would be like pouring salt into an open wound. I am still hearing the voices of the demons. And they dominate my thoughts. I have tried to leave religion at the door of my mind and walk in unchained to the myraid ideas of God and Satan, but I seem unable to do so. Does anyone have any suggestions?
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