Sometimes I feel like this illness is a curse. I am not eating too well now and my sleep is bad. I take meds, but I question if they work. i am seeing my therapist this Monday. I still feel out of control in my mind. I try to help myself. I keep asking what can I do to stop the train wreck. I do not know if I am manic or am I depressed. What do I do now? Will I crash hard? That is my story right now.
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