Anyone ever know they need to be hospitalized but don't want to go? I've been hospitalized three times over the past two months and "know" I should be there now because the feeling of wanting to die is consuming my thoughts and feelings. However, I'm not working and waiting for disability determination from SS. I can't imagine how much those three bills will total. One of the stays was 11 days. They want to do ECT treatments, and I don't want that either because it gravely affects my memory. What would you do?
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