Hospice is going to my grandparents home tomorrow for my Nana. Her cancer is spreading and chemo will stop. I don’t know how much longer she will be with us. Mom and I are going over tomorrow. Mom is a nurse aid and she has questions to ask hospice. I am going for moral support and because I want to visit them anyway. It’s getting real
You don’t know what ANIXIETY is UNTIL YOU TRY TO LIVE IN THIS FUCKING WORLD BEING DEAF. This is 2018 and 99% of all Businesses and Corporations DO NOT HAVE ONLINE CHAT FOR FUCKING DEAF CUSTOMERS. ONLY A PHONE NUMBERA FUCKING PHONE NUMBER FOR DEAF CUSTOMERS TO CALL
Honestly I feel like shit .i had a good day at work and despite that I still feel my head spiraling to really bad thoughts/ ideas .i know I should be able to handle waiting to see my therapist on the 4th but it just seems way to far away .thats so many work days and so many days to choose if I take my medicine or not :( I’m just scared sorry for the rant just feel terrible plus I keep wripping...