I have been so depressed lately, I haven't cleaned in a month I have no clean clothes. It seems so weird to me that i have been working with my doctor and he has incresed my Effexor and I seem to be getting worse. I'm up to 200mg and things just seem to be out of controll. I wish he would have increased my Lamictal still only on 50mg but he wouldn't do it. I started drinking again which I know is really stupid, but it makes the pain go away for awhile. Really thinking of putting myself back in the hospital but I don't know if my insurence will pay for it since it's been less than a year since I was last in. I can't pay for the doctors or meds that i have and I'm so overwhelmed. Does anyone have any suggestions and don't say stop drinking.
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