With the holidays approaching and all the hustle and bustle and happy people. Anyone feel lonely, sad and isolated? I hate to sound whiney and negative, but I have no family and the friends I do have are all in good relationships, have families and are successful. I feel worthless and like a big fat piece of s***. Happy people make me want to puke. Living in the snob capital of the world where you are nothing if you make less than six figures, have a master's degree and are beautiful does not help either. The rate I'm going I'll be alone the rest of my life because I refuse to settle for some toothless hick!
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